it might just all be a facade

Monday, May 05, 2008;

♥ 5/05/2008 06:08:00 AM

I was blown away, what could i say
It all start to make sense>>

With chemistry tutorial, maths assignments/tutorials, &everything else on my back.It's truly a wonder why i even had the mood to blog. (:
Hahah, so does that mean i create wonders? :D

Anyways, details bout the surprise party's on huili's blog! :D
What she did not mention, &doesnt know, is the pain &efforts &sweat &phone calls &trip to jp &me sitting under the bloody hot sun at the tennis court waiting for aaron des benja to join us who ps us!
&of cos, the lonely moments i spent with myself while waiting for two super late comers, the sweat we all shared at the Residents' Corner cos there weren't any fan, the hiliarious moments bryan had over the phone with canadian pizza, the mess we all had (with aaron benja ky des zw) over scotchtapes for decrations.
&mm, well. Almost everything behind the scenes. (:

My dearest girl.
It's heartbreaking to see your tears flow down &down, yet i/we cant do anything to stop them. ):
It's heartbreaking to see a close friend being so down &sad, yet i/we felt so useless just sitting by your side.
It's heartbreaking to know that you're feeling oh-so-down on the inside, yet i/we just don't have what it takes to make the sun shine again in your world.

But dear girl, do know that we'll always be here for you. &even if we're not there by your (physically), rmbr that we're always just a msg again!

I really hope you enjoyed that surprise party, though there were so many ~~bloody~~ loopholes. Hahah, trust me! We really tried covering as many of them as we could alr!
But anyways, i do hope that party makes you smile a little, right straight from your heart.

All that's been said, are said.
I believe you know that we all love you. (:
But i trust that you just don't know how much we love you.
So, don't be sad alr dear! :D

Pictures! (which are really limited.)

Anyways, here are some random thoughts.
People don't judge you on your feelings &emotions. In fact, people dont exactly gives a hoot about how you feel at times.
They judge you based on how you act, &how you're feeling on the outside.
Superficial.
Sorry bout that, but this seems to be the word that the world revolves about.

Sometimes, moments like these made me feel like standing up.
Stop holing back, &stand up for my happiness.

Labels: huili's surprise party, random

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.